Day Four.

Getting pretty drained from all of this. Sleeping away the day. Losing all my positivity. Gotta get my homework done on top of it. Please lets get through the night and to a new morning and day.

sofuckingblue:

tell yourself you’re hot. tell yourself you’re amazing. tell yourself you’re untouchably, radiantly attractive. do it every day, even if it feels like you’re lying to yourself. insist to the mirror that you’re the cutest thing its ever reflected. if you do it enough eventually it wont feel like lying anymore, it’ll be automatic, and you’ll recognize yourself as the incredible babe you really are.

I’m feeling really depressed about this whole thing right now. This really fucking sucks.

Day Three Update.

Well I have definitely had better days than the past three days. Time is flying by slower than ever. Lots of eat, sleep, tv, repeat. Lucky my grandma was around to keep me well fed today.
The pain meds are great at doing their job…you know getting rid of the pain, but they sure are fucking me up otherwise. Anxiety attacks, light headed, not feeling like im here. Man I just cant wait to be back to normal. And to think, this shit has only begun.